Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Yes I am

     Yes I am hormonal so most of this will be ranting ! I had my ultrasound last Friday morning and the Doctor tells me that for the most part he found no abnormalities so its ok to go ahead with the ablation that I wanted. Gave me my encounter form and told me to schedule it on my way out. The person who does the scheduling of procedures was out of the office so I was told that she would call me later. I expected to get a call on Friday . So much for expectations. By Monday afternoon I was getting antsy so I called them and was told that it could take up to a week to schedule it and get a call back. A week?? Its going to be done in their office. A 15 minute call to the insurance company to clear the procedure and a quick look at Dr. Wasburn's schedule and we would be set. A week??
     Meanwhile its that time again and I am miserable. My back aches, I am so tired and "moody" doesn't even begin to cover it. I was so ill last night that I couldn't stand myself . It would probably help if I was sleeping well but I have an almost 15 year old dog who got me up twice last night to go out. Its like having a newborn in the house except she isn't cute and cuddly and she stinks when she comes back in after going out in torrential rains.
     Cara had to be at school at 7:15 this morning for a field trip. Well by 7:15 I had already had my fill of inconsiderate people for the day. I pull up in the driveway to the school and there are other parents dropping off their third graders for the same reason. One however had parked herself right smack in front of the doors. Ok I have always had a HUGE issue with this. If you are going to park and go into the building with your child , then park, IN THE PARKING LOT and go in. Do NOT park in front of the doors, blocking the driveway and make it inconvenient for the rest of us. Grrrr.
     After dropping the kids off I stopped at Neighbors on the way home. There is a very small section right in front of the store that is covered . If the guy in the big honking truck would learn to park it correctly I could have gotten out and made it into the store dry but no. He had to take up two parking spaces so I couldn't park under the awning meaning when I stepped out I got wet.
     I know, silly stuff, everyday stuff but when you are as hormonal as I am it turns into teenage drama stuff, mess up the rest of your day stuff. Yes I am hormonal. Yes I am miserable. Yes I am ill. Yes in a little while I will sit down to pray and read my Bible and I will feel better. Yes I will make it through my day without physically ripping someone's head off. Yes, by next week at this time I will not be as hormonal and I will be able to handle the silly stuff better.Yes, within a week I will have a procedure scheduled that will take care of most of this bad stuff and I will overall be in better physical and emotional health. Till then ... God please tie my hands and duct tape my mouth.

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